Sam, I'm Canadian and my lifes not perfect, but whos is? When I look around a crowded room i feel so alone but no one can tell, i just sit there and put on a smile for the world. I've never had a shoulder to cry on but i was always there for other people and when i needed them the most, no one was there to save me. My thoughts have finally gotten to me, and theres no way i can go back to the person i once was.